i forgot that i had an lj. too busy with school, grades, elections, etc etc.. anyways, i'm back now.

0-1. 2-2. 2-2. for an orange college, i guess it's the best in a long time.

i have a lot of catching up to do. shit.

need to sleep.

:D

i miss this... livejournal, i mean.

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for the past two weeks, i've been messing with my body clock. i've completely rewired my brain to feel sleepy at around 2:30 am, and to wake me up at around noon. from past vacation experience, i've noticed that the most boring parts of it all happened during the morning, so this was all about me managing my time well to maximize enjoyment during this break. i probably should be kicking myself right now since school starts tomorrow (since it's midnight right now), and i'll probably look all haggard and messed up during my first day since it starts at 8am. ah f...

but me sleeping late is not really all that bad. i usually spend my time reading since i can read better when the only noise i can hear is the air conditioning. peace and quiet is hard to come by during the day in the marcelo household so i take advantage of the time when everyone is knocked out for me to catch up on my reading. and i also find the silence of the night magical. it's not entirely the same with silence during the day. at night, everything is so still that it's the perfect time to think..

oo na, phumiphilosopher ako kung gabi...

and on my musings and contemplation, i've come to realize the following things: (some deep, some very superficial)
1. i've been plateau-ing in some aspects of my life. time for me to step out of my comfort zone, i think.
2. i actually want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
3. i need to play hidden dragon with sam soon! i really have to decide on something. should i continue on my hopeless noble cause, or use my time in more relevant things that i can actually control and be a big help to?
4. i want to audition for lsdc-street. someone teach me how to do any kind of flip or somersault, please
5. i need to write more. all the bottled up thought need to be written down. it might actually do me some good.
6. i actually really really want to try and be a hollywood actor (haha!)
7. i really wanted to study in the US, i'm not sure anymore if i did make the right decision weighing my family and friends and home over something that can potentially be awesome for me.
8. i need to focus more. i need to prioritize things, school, orgs, dreams... those things (haha)
9. i'm almost ready to live on my own and make my own decisions.
10. i need to sleep early soon (well now..)

so yeah.. i have to say goodbye to the late nights since 3rd term is starting, oh joy.... one thing that i'm looking forward to though is condo life. i think the independent lifestyle will help with everything i've written above.. hopefully

so goodnight i guess..

vacation = too much free time = surveys DVD/Movie/TVSeries/Anime Marathon

here's a list of the movies  and TV series i've watched so far

1. Ang Cute ng Ina Mo
2, Hairspray
3. Sydney White ( i<3 Amanda Bynes)
4. HSM3 (haha)
5. twilight (HAHA!)
6. Panic Room (since my brother wanted to watch it)
7. My Sassy Girl (new favorite movie!!! i don't know why it got bad reviews)
8. Another Cinderella Story (HORRIBLE MOVIE!!!! don't ever watch it.. EVER!!)
9. HIMYM Season 3
10. Bolt
11. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (ANOTHER HORRIBLE MOVIE!!!! but Alexis Bledel was hot)
12. Some episodes of One Tree Hill season 5..6? not sure haha
13. first 6 episodes of Akazukin ChaCha (crunchy roll)

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just got my grades earlier and i'm happy..

yay!!!

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AND I LOVE THAT THE AIR IS FINALLY COLD!!!!! YAY CHRISTMAS!!!! 

christmas time!!!!!


( this means.... )

angry week last week..

naramdaman niyo na ba yung feeling na lahat na lang nakakaasar? kahit sobrang napakawalangkwentang bagay, basta na lang nagiging nakakainis at nakakabadtrip? lahat na lang ng tao nagiging bobo sa mga ginagawa nila at parang feel mo na ikaw na lang yung nag-iisip nang matino sa mundo? ang sama ng linggo ko..

baka kasi may sipon ako buong linggo at ang sakit ng ulo ko parati.. agh

yun lang naman =))


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napansin niyo ba na parang wala na ang nagllj?

hahahaha.. go multiply :D


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play spore!

thursday - dance practice
                - got home at 1414 at 10pm
                - played spore =))

friday - got really sick because of practice
          - breakfast with kalals, sam, leanne
          - watched HSM 3 with kimicajpas jam tim pux nohl
          - wallet got stolen inside the cinemas = pictures with trumpets people (give me copies pleassseeee), pictures of cadlum, santugon                 card, id, atm, math circle card, 150pesos

saturday - NSTP
                - payed for a new id
                - made a copy of my condo key
                - got my atm blocked
                - angge's bday
                - insane car ride going home

sunday - woke up at 11am
              - pig out day
              - englcom definition essay
              - i hate calculus @-) quiz tomorrow... shit talaga

already packed..


solo life.... with two other roommates.... here i come :P


haha

i just finished fixing my notes during my last calculus class since my notes were all over the place.

after only 8 classes of it, i have 30 pages worth of calculus notes - and i have a big-ass notebook. i didn't imagine myself ever taking notes on a math subject. ah well.

at least i got to say "the limit does not exist" already in class. :D

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blogging has lost some of its magic to me. i don't feel the need to write my thoughts down as much as i did before. and i've been noticing that a lot of people in my friends page have also disappeared from the blogosphere. and the themes of the posts now only range from a handful. you'd have a hard time looking for a post not talking about school, the subjects in school, the problems people have with school, annoyance with people in school, and the occasional appreciation for friends. i mean, i like reading about them but there hasn't been much of the deep, reflective, thought-provoking, and controversial posts anymore.. what's wrong with all of us. has college sucked out the creativity and the life of our posts as well?

ah well...

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might move in a condo by next week :O go life changes....

our site is villa paraiso.

the same site we went on our outreach during the third year.

i got the same mommy this year.

the kid remembered me (awwwwww)

tis awesome.

fate? hahahaha

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i no longer have my weekends, and i find it so annoying.

i have to juggle a lot of things right now. studies, family, orgs, BA, remix.. the result is me having to be in school for 6 days this week.

agh..

but still, i'm loving college. i remembered arguing with kat before about which are the best years in a person's life. she said that college is the best time in your life. i said that it was high school since it was hard for me to imagine anything else to top high s chool. but now, go go go college!!!

sure i miss everyone in zobel,and batch08 being together all the time. i mean i REALLY miss them. i was just reminiscing a short while ago. i miss my senior-c, f-c, cadlum, srcc, spades, teachers, EVERYONE!!!  emphases on senior-c and f-c/cadlum. but there's something about college that i find so appealing. i think it's the freedom and the feeling that you can actually make your own decisions right now and that feeling of being in charge of your future is something that makes it a whole lot better than high school. there are a lot of things going on and a lot of people to meet. so yeah.. go go go college!!!

my schedule is not that good this term though. my break is too early that no one in my block is hungry by the time we get dismissed. we usually feel hungry about an hour after the end of our break and we have classes by then.. boo..

but i'm still lucky with my subjects and professors. my prof in math113(calculus) has two PhDs. my prof in tredone(religion) is the kind of gay that's perfect to be a teacher. my englcom professor is cool, awesome, funny, and  laid back, the type that you would see in coffee shops writing a book.. and he has a cool deep voice.. parang bedroom voice =)). basta cool lahat sila.

i'm lucky with my blockmates too. i really can't describe them.. but they're awesome.. they're like my cadlum in college.. seriously.. all 33 of us are super close with one another. and we're all smart B-) but no one is a nerd.. all of us are cool. =))

go go go college!!!

except for my 6-day-week... boo!

but.. go go go college

i think i don't know how to write anymore.

i start off with a very interesting topic that i'm sure to pique your interest, but as i continue to write about it, the hype of it being the very cool subject that it was supposed to be seems to be watered down by every word i write. i mean, i really try to seem passively impressive with how i write, subtly using an interesting combination of words, a mix of nitwit talk with a little bit of deep words...

boo.

my last post was dated july 20. thats a month and seventeen days of me not being able to tell of you guys about my life. you missed a supposedly very interesting coverage of a life of a DLSU freshmen. a lot did go on during that time. i didn't even document it with my camera.

boo.

i promise to write more.. i know you guys miss me..

so for now, how about some one-liners for my recap of my week

my week had been awesome. go term break!!

september 2 was course card day. 1st honor DL

wednesday and thursday was rest day with dance practice.

friday was ateneo visit!!!! FUNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'd still pick la salle, though. sorry blue eagles. went to bonifacio high street and serendra... ate a lot

saturday, BF night with cadlum. birthday of joy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!!! tomorrow na :D Tides and Churrito Cafe.

and today... uhm since it's the most recent, i can recap it with a full paragraph

i had a really long day today.. i slept at 12:30am because i got home late from BF night with cadlum. i woke up at 6:30am because i had to go to a huge-ass garage sale posing as a bazaar. i mean, it's like a bazaar, one venue, lots of stalls, people buying stuff, but i think it's supposed to be a lot of people having their garage sale in one big "garage". so yeah, i left homebase at 8am and arrived at the garage sale, i continued to sell a whole lot of stuff.. i think i can be a salesperson when i grow up. i was on fire earlier!! you guys should have seen me! hahaha! then i had to leave around 12 because i had to tutor my cousins for their finals... the last time i tutored my cousin, i turned her D to an A.. seriously, i'm that good a teacher. left their house at 7, arrived home at 730.. watched camp rock (stupid story line but it's fun to watch).. watched replay of UAAP cheerdance competition.. typed this post..

the end..

ahahahaha. bye guys :D